Tuesday, August 3, 2010

What's with this BrOk3n thing??

     You may be wondering whats with this BrOk3n thing. Well, the answer to that is very complex yet very simple. The simple first. We all have been BrOk3n in one form or another. We all have a BrOk3n story of how pain, anger, hurt, sadness, disappointment, (you get the drift) has changed us. Some for the better, some for the worse. If you think about your own life story I am sure you will find things that have affected you so strongly that it changed who you are or what you believe. Things that have made you lose trust in people, yourself, your loved ones, god, and the world in general. I know I have. I have had life times worth of it. Now it's my turn to fight back and try to make a difference. I know I have also caused all of the things mentioned. That hurt, the hurt of knowing I have caused someone else so much suffering and sadness hurts me more then anything that has been done to me. So now I am trying to somehow redeem myself from the evil I have brought into others lives. This isn't an easy thing to do, but its something I feel I have to do. I don't want to just sit back and numb myself to the things that happen around me and watch them steal away and destroy life's tiny glimpses of happiness we are blessed with. Those little fragments of time, the moments that pull us through the darkness we all experience. So I come to you. The lost, lonely, confused, hurt, sad, disappointed, frightened, disheartened, and especially those of you that feel like you cant take the pain of everyday life you are willing to throw it away and give up. I come to you to beg and plead with all my heart for you and I to not feel or be alone anymore. That we can unite together to bring peace, kindness, love, honor, and dignity, back to each other. By standing together and replacing the voids of each others life. Filling in the missing pieces that have been taken out of our life puzzle. The only way that can happen is by changing ourselves first. Taking our BrOk3n stories to the world and letting each others see the harm it has done. The sadness that we can, and do bring to one of the other beautiful creatures that shares the same air, same existence, same feelings that you do. I, by far, am no one to be preaching or judging others, by any means. I have my demons and my sorrow, my own BrOk3n Stories. Things I never wanted to share with anyone, let alone the entire world. But if it means I can help someone else, that's my small redemption for some of the sadness I have brought into this beautifully incredible world of ours. I hope by sharing my thoughts, my feelings, and my own BrOk3n Story, I can try and make a difference in this cold, shallow, heartless world we share. With your help, I know, together we can be what changes world.

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